[ 6/1/2025 ]

stepping on a whooping cushion in Lethal Company "this is me on a friday night" - Bella

[ 5/30/2025 ]

happy pride month! this year is particularly special for me since it'll be my first as a fully out transwoman, and i can't truly put into words how grateful i am to be here, with people that love me, care for me and validate me. even while the entire world stares us down and attempts to eradicate queers from existence, we still stand and fight. our resistance is more important than just defending our own rights - it defends the rights of everybody, because once we go down, everybody will follow suit. it's all according to the plans of the elite. oppression is the #1 way to make more money, and they can never have enough of it.

if you're reading this and are queer and/or queer supportive: thank you. things are dark currently, but it can only ever get better in time. stay strong, keep fighting. i love you. <3

[ 5/21/2025 ]

2.4.2 now optimized for mobile! yay! said i would never bother with it, but i find myself frequently visting here on my phone and realizing how uncomfortable it is to use. i'll make small adjustments over time, but it should be both better to navigate and to read now. some additonal style changes also made to the top and bottom nav bars so they look a little prettier~

therapy tomorrow! very nervous, but also very excited. another step in my new life as a newly found woman. <3

i had taco bell last night and it was pretty good. they put way too many tomatoes on my chalupa though and it spilled all over the place when i bit into it. i should've gotten the fiesta potatoes instead of nacho fries.

[ 5/16/2025 ]

challenging me to a moan-off will only result in a loss the kinds of which would shake the earth to its very core. be prepared......... very prepared............

[ 5/15/2025 ]

new site layout! yippie! carrd's free plan limits the shit out of me, so i'm unfortunately stuck to only 3 pages, among other things - but this still provides as a good base to code off of. will probably pay for their pro lite plan, pull the html and css and whatnot off and start from there.

"Weak men with rotting ideologies rule the world. The casual cruelty and sweeping scale at which the everyman is subjected to their will and wants is impossible to fully comprehend, yet the callous carelessness of their actions has become abundantly clear in the last few months thanks to the likes of a ketamine-addicted slug who wields a “chainsaw of bureaucracy” or the official White House account tweeting out AI art in the style of Miyazaki depicting the deportation of undocumented (or even perfectly legal!) people. It’s not enough that these people can go anywhere, do anything, be anyone; they are black holes that can never be full. How else can you explain, in the face of all this money and power, tearfully padding Path of Exile 2 stats for the approval of Fellow Gamers or holding T-Pain hostage in the studio with a broccoli cut to record a joke cover twenty years too late? These people aren’t happy; they are sad and numb and lonely." - Sputnikmusic's review of Deafheaven's Lonely People With Power

came about it last night and was kind of awestruck at how well written it is. cool stuff.