[ 7/16/2025 ]
just trolled my mom by coming out as her daughter #transrights #owned #tranny #jackingoff lol #fuckingapumpkin #blahaj #dirt #waterwithoutany #bloodtransgender fusion $#moneysackbigupstothemoon #gluefactory #conservativeandproud #ronald #re # gan #thewaronisreal XD >=3 <--- just a preview into my TWisted & DEMTENDD mind !!!! investigate 9/11 what if we missed something new half mac video coming soon
[ 7/4/2025 ]
[ 6/21/2025 ]
top ten things i really do not like:
album covers that are just some person's facecapitalismflat sodaoem hardwarewhen i listen/watch/play something that seems really cool, and it ends up being kinda bunschaserstroubleshooting for people that have absolutely no desire to learn what the issue is and just want everything done for themchipped fingernailsartist's blockthe cost of graphics cards since the pandemic
[ 6/18/2025 ]
why have we collectively accepted to call any form of digitally distributed media - youtube videos especially, "content"? what happened to things being art? do we really value the mass amounts of beautiful work readily accessible to us that little? "content" implies that something is of no value, merely existing to contribute to the endless landfill that is consumerism - and for some stuff, this is true. but we are now at a point where all media is being considered as such, and it ends up being somewhat demoralizing for artists.
i would never call my videos "content". there is love, passion, and a lot of time put into making each one of them (sometimes :p), and i do it knowing i do not financially benefit from any of that work i put it. it's simply because i love to express myself in my art, and i want other people to see that. it's part of the reason i made this website, this blog-esque page.
it's very sad to me that we've allowed all this hard work and energy to be dumbed down into something intended for the absolute lowest common denominator, and i unfortunately cannot see that changing with how prominent social media is, and continues to be, in a modern day society.
that being said though , i will never stop creating and i will never stop putting all my personality, passion, and love into it. i make art. we all do. that should never be up for debate. it's one of the only things that makes us recognizably human, and i think that's really cool.
[ 6/8/2025 ]
'cause i walk onto the water, buzzing with electrolytes and sacrilege, to be praised for my plastic lack of inspiration, i get that this is heinous - to burn up on re-entry and call the state a traitor, but i guess that's only half the accustation - in hindsight, i was lost and didn't have a map to recreate it, the home you said you came with. a moment of weakness, labeled "revelation".
[ 6/1/2025 ]
stepping on a whoopie cushion in Lethal Company "this is me on a friday night" - Bella
[ 5/30/2025 ]
happy pride month! this year is particularly special for me since it'll be my first as a fully out transwoman, and i can't truly put into words how grateful i am to be here, with people that love me, care for me and validate me. even while the entire world stares us down and attempts to eradicate queers from existence, we still stand and fight. our resistance is more important than just defending our own rights - it defends the rights of everybody, because once we go down, everybody will follow suit. it's all according to the plans of the elite. oppression is the #1 way to make more money, and they can never have enough of it.
if you're reading this and are queer and/or queer supportive: thank you. things are dark currently, but it can only ever get better in time. stay strong, keep fighting. i love you. <3
[ 5/21/2025 ]
2.4.2 now optimized for mobile! yay! said i would never bother with it, but i find myself frequently visting here on my phone and realizing how uncomfortable it is to use. i'll make small adjustments over time, but it should be both better to navigate and to read now. some additonal style changes also made to the top and bottom nav bars so they look a little prettier~
therapy tomorrow! very nervous, but also very excited. another step in my new life as a newly found woman. <3
i had taco bell last night and it was pretty good. they put way too many tomatoes on my chalupa though and it spilled all over the place when i bit into it. i should've gotten the fiesta potatoes instead of nacho fries.
[ 5/16/2025 ]
challenging me to a moan-off will only result in a loss the kinds of which would shake the earth to its very core. be prepared......... very prepared............
[ 5/15/2025 ]
new site layout! yippie! carrd's free plan limits the shit out of me, so i'm unfortunately stuck to only 3 pages, among other things - but this still provides as a good base to code off of. will probably pay for their pro lite plan, pull the html and css and whatnot off and start from there.
"Weak men with rotting ideologies rule the world. The casual cruelty and sweeping scale at which the everyman is subjected to their will and wants is impossible to fully comprehend, yet the callous carelessness of their actions has become abundantly clear in the last few months thanks to the likes of a ketamine-addicted slug who wields a “chainsaw of bureaucracy” or the official White House account tweeting out AI art in the style of Miyazaki depicting the deportation of undocumented (or even perfectly legal!) people. It’s not enough that these people can go anywhere, do anything, be anyone; they are black holes that can never be full. How else can you explain, in the face of all this money and power, tearfully padding Path of Exile 2 stats for the approval of Fellow Gamers or holding T-Pain hostage in the studio with a broccoli cut to record a joke cover twenty years too late? These people aren’t happy; they are sad and numb and lonely." - Sputnikmusic's review of Deafheaven's Lonely People With Power
came about it last night and was kind of awestruck at how well written it is. cool stuff.
